I Am Drinking Again

i am drinking again, im on my 7th cold gla*s of gin life is a tribute to you, and so is dying and drinking in this way to die is what im trying i also try to keep my love in case an angel loves me and lifts me up with angel hoofs to someplace high above me i am drinking again, im on my 9th warm gla*s of gin people argue with me but i have never been stronger nor held so strong a feeling inside of me longer with no one at all knowing oh but i know just what i need to live this life and all of us here raise our eyes and our spirits our hands and our voices that your ears may hear it i am drinking again, and i toast you you never will know what it is that i do