The After Dinner Payback Lyrics

I'm not wishing anymore
I'm not writing songs for you
I sleep better in the dark
I'm not doing this for you
This is because of you I don't believe
Tongue tied an institute of my relief
You're my, my reason to shame (my reason to shame)
I'm not wishing anymore
I'm not writing songs for you
I sleep better in the dark
I'm not doing this for you
This is because of you I don't believe
Tongue tied an institute of my relief
One wish that this is over
You are all I waste today
Discarded worthless throw it away
Will it tear you apart?
Will it?
Will it tear you apart?
When I turn and walk away
Abandon, not worth the effort
When stalling means
Too f**king scared to create
Abandon, not worth the effort
When stalling and too scared
One wish that this is over
You are all I waste today
Discarded worthless throw it away
Will it tear you apart?
Will it?
Will it tear you apart?
Will I turn and walk away
I'm not holding onto this
I'm not wasting words on you
I sleep alone in spite of it
I'll do anything for you
This is because of you I feel relief
Tongue tied to instigate what I believe
You're my, my reason to blame (my reason to blame)
I'm not holding onto this
I'm not wasting words on you
I sleep alone in spite of it
I'll do anything for you
This is because of you I feel relief
Tongue tied to instigate what I believe
You're my, my reason to blame (my reason to blame)

From Autumn to Ashes - The Fiction We Live

Sep 2003

1. The After Dinner Payback
2. Lilacs & Lolita
3. No Trivia
4. Milligram Smile
5. The Second Wrong Makes You Feel Right
6. Every Reason To
7. Autumns Monologue
8. Alive Out of Habit
9. All I Taste Today is What's Her Name
10. The Fiction We Live
11. I'm The Best At Ruining My Life