The Far Pavillions Lyrics

how could i endure one more sunrise in this cold and unfamiliar place?
where friends pa*s by like autumn leaves, only to stay for a season
my heart dead to the smallest act of compa*sion
it gave them no reason to break the cycle of the pa*sers by
their actions made trust a failed practice
so here i stand on this hill alone,
never turning back, in hopes that the past will fade