Million Dollar Question Lyrics

Was always waiting for the crush
The car to drive right through the shops
To call in sick and late at work
To take a holiday

Was always tangled up in knots
To keep myself from speaking up
But no one's listening anyway
Just trying to bribe me

And if it's alright, then what am I doing here?
And if it's alright, this place is ga*sed by fear
And if it's alright, I'll tell you, 'cause you never understand
And if it's alright, I'll beg you, 'cause I'm a begging kind of man

Today I wrote a bad check
Packed a bag and took a jet
But no one's looking anyway
I hope you miss me

(I just think maybe I'm making a mistake)