Now It Is Then

I let them have their way and it was awful, awfully great The irony built, the gla*ses unfilled, And you said goodbye again but never left It's so me to be bringing you down It's so you to be falling, now it's then So laugh a little to feel better cuz soon you'll be alone Not that i want to go, but i have to, i must be strong I must belong, but that is not the case Your eyes scream stay, but you're words so soft keep pushing me away (spoken): patience is a force, an efficacy i cannot seem to build What i do i don't want to, what i don't, i do They're growing on me I think that's why i grew a hate for love, but i must love them, i must For if i don't that trial will be my last No one wants to die alone, no one but me