Starting Over

Im having my doubts Bad thoughts are running through my brain I said this wouldnt Happen to me I feel the dark cloud Coming over my head Its not supposed to rain today At least thats what he said I know. I believe. Im scared This will be the last time That I talk to you Know in my heart That its not true Hope is the hardest When its all that you have My vision Is turning blue I know Im safe Cause you hold me in Your hands Why do I regress? Ill never understand Like angels and demons Pulling on my heart Please save me Im quite a baby So much has changed in my life I can see more clear Than before I want all that life has to offer Even when I know That its wrong