Days Without

And now destined to be The last one standing here The past alive to me And mocking hope is all I had In weakness it hides from me And then it infiltrates my heart So wrong to think I had found It was so long since I felt that at all I had dreamed long in days without I had so long wanted something much more Those looks so lovingly caressed My thoughts and still today They scream to me Their sweet warmth moistening my breath I may never get away I crave I hunger And still I leave behind This wreckage in my wake I was not long inside But still savor the taste I'd rather hate myself for failing Than hate myself for never having tried Nothing will fill me The way these pa*sions do The feeling tempts me and warms me