Down

It was cold outside and I was lost in my mind. Always searching for something I could never find, But you had the answer the whole time. I grew up in the arms of love. Never a moment when I didn't feel enough. Still I would search for reasons to, fight back, when I was never put under attack, and I... I know it's not about, winning the fight. It's about taking a step back to see the other side. So what was my investment with always having to be right? When I let you down. I let you, down. Pressure started to, sink in. And what never used to matter became all that mattered then. So I lied. I lied to ease the pain and don't know why, I chose to keep living my life, pushing truth aside, and I... I know that it's not about, fearing the knife. Or the words that come armed on it's back, and stab 'til you go blind. Those rosy colored gla*ses won't protect you from your mind, They'll let you down. Let you down. Maybe it's time to grow up. And take getting burned as a lesson learned from staring at the sun. So here's to change! Here's to change and changing my ways. If I'm gonna leave mark on this earth I gotta let go of yesterday! And I, I know it's not about, being right. It's about keeping my cla*s and swallowing my pride. Acknowledge good intent, now I know good was all you meant... Yeah I, I know it's not about, not about being right. It's about keeping my cla*s and swallowing my pride. Acknowledge good intent, now I know good was all you meant... When I let you down. I let you, down. Down, down, no... oh, whooooo ooooo.