Dark Thoughts

Today I woke up happy. There was something in the back Creeping depression, manic and black. of my mind. No way to get my happiness back. Dark Thoughts Misery Dark Thoughts There are no words Dark Thoughts Self pity Dark Thoughts There are no words No energy for suicide. I'm not that far gone. No solutions present themselves. Can't accept reality. I'm caught in between. I'm caught in between. Dull lingering feeling. Starting at the ceiling. Ringing in my ears Hum increases in my brain. Driving me