Brainwashed

I'm stuck in a place I don't belong With no luck of ever movin on I'm brainwashed into thinkin I knew the truth Wishin there was things I never knew How can I stop these feelings from turning around And stabbing me in the back How can I lie to myself, I keep telling myself She has feelings, that she lacks I'm trying to make sense of this but its So hard cause theres so much I've missed Life s*cks when you think you'll be ok Until you fall apart the very next day How can I stop these feelings from turning around And stabbing me in the back How can I lie to myself, I keep telling myself She has feelings, that she lacks I'm brainwashed, by another I'm brainwashed like no other How can I stop these feelings from turning around And stabbing me in the back How can I lie to myself, I keep telling myself She has feelings, that she lacks