Sober

there's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. murder now the path called "must we" just before the son has come. Jesus, won't you f**king whistle something but the past and done? why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. why can't we drink forever? I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find the center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down trust me. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done trust me. I want what I want