Star Above My Bed

Never Kneeling low on my pillow, God, kneeling low on my pillow I will see there, I will be there You and me, we die I will fracture, I will capture You and me, we die Look at pink roses full of black kind hearts It can't compare to your beauty As you're lying through your f**king teeth Why can't I glow? Why don't you look at the roses Girl from a black wedding bouquet? Can't compare to you, you're f**king beauty 'Til you look to sway Why can't I glow? I'll die I will be dead, I will see the dead You and me, we die Summer's trudging closer and a flurry of white as well It's the heart of nuclear winter and you can bet I'm scared as hell But I don't blame you I don't blame you My God, am I the wrong one? She's a monster of mankind I, I see the f**king manger On her flesh she left a warning And I said, "will I ever see all that's coming through for me?" And will I ever breathe? We die I wasn't a star lost My fine point has been turned into the warmth How to say this and why? Look into my eyes and shut the f**k up Why can't I glow? Oh God and it came towards the sin And it accentuates the shit my f**king way Shut the f**k up You can see it in my eyes Why can't I glow? Shut up I will see there, I will be there Where you and me, we die (No!) Leave and take my memories of her with you Pack your shit and leave and take my memories of her with you (I don't need to know) And take her f**king with you