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i break the bones to pieces in my hands my clenching fingers, why did i push you away? i still sit plagues with questions, your actions, your intentions, were you the same all along? did i just get bored? was it that i just couldn't smile anymore? why couldn't you just talk to me? with your face and i know you're at a loss from what tired of keeping it inside so i failed at you and now i pa*s out every night i a*sociate the worst things when i think that it is right and i know that i'm okyou threw away i just wish that you had left my innocence. that you're well even though you put me through this even now i still wonder how you are truly concerned because i see that it's better off this way