I still remember lying on the couch, my one arm falling numb. The other with a little much to do, your breath on my neck made me lose my concentration. I don't think we even got through the movie. I don't think we even got to my room. She said "Take it Down" and from the under I would have told her she was pretty, that I loved her eyes. If I could see her face what it would tell me is moments like these never last. I wish this was seamless, that there was no pain. There is no way. Why we do, what we do. I'll still remember.