Manateen

i feel like im becoming a butterfly or a golden bee my smiles like razor blades when i smile it cuts bloody deep my body is in the magazines my face on the tv my voice on the radio thats me in my dreams but when i open my eyes i see im a piece of SHIT! A WORTHLESS COWARD A VAPID WHORE A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE COVERED IN SORES A BLITHERING SEA COW LOST IN ITS DREAMS NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH wet blue world-- it fills me up i find im deep inside waves crash and i breathe water but i havent died i wont come up i wont come up for air i wont come up i wont come up for air .....and beneath the waves i hide my head in darker waters and nobody sees .....i cut myself and hope to draw you in but even sharks pa*s by someone please explain all alone im growing colder laughter like cancer over my shoulder mirrors like hatchets to the wound of my face you know im a complete..... IM A COMPLETE DISGRACE IM NOT A MANATEEN IM NOT A MANATEEN JUST LEAVE ME ALONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE .....and beneath the sea i give up and i descend and im finally free ...and in the end wet blue world-- fills me up fills me deep inside waves crash and i breathe water but i havent died NEVER WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART NEVER WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS I WONT HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE I DIE ITS A SUICIDE MY BODY SWOLLWED BY A BIG BLUE VIOLANCE AND INTO THE ENDLESS TIDE i wont come up i wont come up i wont come up for air tonight i wont come up i wont come up i wont come up for air tonight cold and all alone i held my own but now i give up