Happier Sad

Falling out again Cos I like the way it feels to live in doubt Just when everything was working out And it's all because of me All these emotional feelings I can't ignore Aren't on display to the whole world anymore It's high time I start to learn To live my life with a poker face and then Am I Happier Sad? It's all over and done Kinda feels secure The best cure for a heartache I can findAnd I'm warm inside my melancholy mind