Kill, Kill,kill.

I don't know what is wrong with me, the person I use to know and love is no Longer me. maybe it is my gun every time I look at it, it says-shoot me, shoot Me, shoot me. I beleive it has me under a spell , a spell that will soon take Me to hell. I threw it away once but it came back the next day and shot me in The leg and said f**k you.about a week later I tryed getting rid of it again by Burning it- but the next day it came back and blew my hand off and said if you Ever f**k with me again I'm goning to kill,kill,kill. I'm goning to Kill,kill,kill. (repeat for rest of song).