Going Numb

Why can抰 I just feel something besides just some numbness? No pain no happiness inside I can抰 feel at all I can抰 seem to grasp what抯 going on without going into some kind of trance it抯 so bizarre I can抰 feel at all I can抰 see at all No sign of emotion nobody is listening to me no no nervous reaction Just another blank expression for me what抯 wrong with me? Senses dull now staring at the wall it must be a defect Going numb and I can抰 feel at all