Looking Down the Barrel

I've given up on living my return It's better than I ever wanted, I know And anytime I want to feel right I just run into the wrong light Looking down the barrel of no fun But I might as well be the only one left in hell I might as well become 'Cause it was never my biggest concern My boredom was so frightening that I know That anytime I want to feel right I just run into the wrong light Looking down the barrel of no fun But I might as well be the only one left in hell I might as well become I just don't feel right and my mind is coming on I just don't feel right and my mind is coming on 'Cause even when I can tell myself I'm barely gonna run Even when all the chemicals are responsible fun But I might as well be the only one left in hell I might as well become I might as well I might as well, yeah I might as well, hey, yeah, yeah, yeah