The one

Now itÂ's up to you to tell me what to do never thought youÂ'd be the one to drop me in this mess to leave me in distress my sanity is in your hands ThereÂ's a part of me that cries for you canÂ't stand up to you, make me feel so shy my head is numb thereÂ's nothing i can do right now i want to scream just breakdown and cry/die Almost every night i turn on the light i realize youÂ're not here itÂ's easy to forget havenÂ't felt that yet now iÂ've finally lost my mind