I Walk Alone

I wanted to be loved I wanted to be known I wanted to be held I wanted to be thrown into this world I wanted to be your little girl I wanted to be shy I wanted to be dumb I wanted to be blind I wanted to be young as a child I wanted to feel myself worthwhile You shot like star dust through me And I wanted you to be All that I would ever need And my trial is leaving now While I'm still strong I wanted you to be the one Though you knew it all along I walk alone, God speed Your love God, take me home, I walk alone God, be my judge God, still my soul I tried to be your wife I tried to be your friend I tried to take my life I tried to understand How I failed in your eyes, I can't prevail There's nothing more that I can do But carry on without you Finding love in spite of truth And I sail the seas of destiny's song In my heart I may hold on But you'll reach and I'll be gone I walk alone, God speed Your love God, take me home, I walk alone God, be my judge God, still my soul I walk alone, in God I trust Where I belong, I walk alone In God I must proclaim my own