The Final Hour

HEAVY BREATHING IÂ'M WAITING FOR THE DAWN IT WILL START SOON WHAT HAS ONCE BEGUN IÂ'VE REACHED THE END OF MY LONG LIFE SLOWLY BREATHING WRAPPED UP IN MY BED MY BODY IS ACHING Â'CAUSE MY BONES ARE MUCH TOO OLD WHEN WILL I SEE THE OTHER SIDE? WHERE WILL I BE? WHAT WILL I FEEL? WHEN WILL I REACH THE FINAL HOUR? I CLOSE MY EYES AND MEMORIES APPEAR I SEE MY CHILDHOOD AND I SEE MY YOUTH THE FIRST TIME I FELL IN LOVE WHILE LOOKING BACK I KNOW IÂ'VE FAILED NEVER BEFORE HAVE I SEEN MY LIFE THIS WAY ALL MY ARROGANCE AND PRIDE MY PROMISES AND LIES I HAVE TO FEEL I HAVE TO SEE ALL THE FRIENDS I HAVE BETRAYED ALL THE GIRLS IÂ'VE THROWN AWAY I AM ASHAMED, I FEEL ASHAMED IÂ'VE NEVER TRIED TO FIND THE WAY IÂ'VE NEVER SAID THE WORD I SHOULD SAY NOW IÂ'M ALONE I AM SO ALONE I AM AFRAID OF THE COLD NOW I AM ALONE I AM SO ALONE IÂ'M FALLING THE REVIEW IS OVER IÂ'M SORROUNDED BY THE VOID I HEAR MYSELF BREATHING ITÂ'S SO QUIET IN THE DARK NOW I AM ON THE OTHER SIDE WHY CAN I FEEL? IS IT ALL REAL NOW I HAVE Pa*sED THE FINAL HOUR YES I HAVE Pa*sED THE FINAL HOUR