Suspended In Dusk

"Damn me Father, for I must sin..." Four centuries of this damned immortality Yet, I did not ask to be made. Why? I will never again know your sun upon my face Or the confront of a grief I am not alive and I am not dead This is hell on earth How could be possibly explain this ether width? When I can do nothing, but sit by As my loves grow old and wither And every each of them, take a fragment of my heart And prolong this ether router It is October's perpetual agony It is the shadow realm (Chorus:) Father, please forgive him For he knows not what to do With every victim I pray, pray for my own death And as much as I love the night I curse the moon's eerie glow This bloodlust that drags me to forever The toxic rays of dawn condemn me to limbo I am encouraged to dwell in grey autumn twilights I am suspended in dusk (Repeat chorus)