Now I Fall

Sometimes I can't fall asleep You lie beside me and I weep Dancing shadow on the wall Once you caught me, now I fall Sometimes I feel love and trust Turn to anger and disgust Crawling darkness in between No light in reach, no silver sheen Sometimes I feel so ashamed To be mercilessly framed Idle hands and eyes that stare But no escape that I would dare Love and trust Pain increasing every day No truth left I won't betray One day our way leads to an end Why do I cry? I understand That it's too late for me to go I should have left you years ago Beyond this point of no return