What's Going On Lyrics

Mmm, mmm, hey yeah

Why didn't I see the signs, I was to busy getting high
Runnin' up the studio smokin' dro writing rhymes
To blind to notice my abdomen was growin'
Havin' s*x without protection now my belly is showin'

Nobody know that me and my boo tryin' to decide
What to do he buggin' like that's a little me inside of you
It ain't true and I'm scared and I can tell, he is worried a bit
So we proceed to get the weed and straight ignorin' the shit

My jeans don't want to fit, every morning, hurlin' and shit
I had to tell my family, I knew they all was goin' to flip
And his was happy, thinkin' he was about to be a daddy
But I knew it wasn't true even though we both wanted it so badly

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

We love each other madly so much to gain so much to lose
I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta choose
Take a walk step in my shoes, think in negative thoughts
Politics and shit quit when the doctor says, this positive

It's a life livin' in my body but it don't gotta to live
It's up to me but if I keep what the f**k I got to give
I mean, I'm still young and I don't really have shit
And if this nigga up and leave then my child a be a bastard

This is drastic, nobody really understands me and my mom
Don't give a f**k and neither does the rest of the family they like
Remy you can't afford it, you expect us to support it
I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities, shit
Where would I be if my mom's got rid of me
I'm so stressed and I'm under a lot of pressure
But all I need is the remedy to make Remy feel better

I knew, I couldn't win' so I chose to forfeit, it's a shame
I'm over four months and I'm in the doctor's office
I swear to all that I love that I wanted to leave and wait
Five more months and birth the child that I conceived

But I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday
Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you
Don't be made at me, how it is, is how it had to be ?
And any pain I put you through is all comin' back to me

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

Tell me what's goin' on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong
Can you hear me?