What's Going On

Mmm, mmm, hey yeah Why didn't I see the signs, I was to busy getting high Runnin' up the studio smokin' dro writing rhymes To blind to notice my abdomen was growin' Havin' s*x without protection now my belly is showin' Nobody know that me and my boo tryin' to decide What to do he buggin' like that's a little me inside of you It ain't true and I'm scared and I can tell, he is worried a bit So we proceed to get the weed and straight ignorin' the shit My jeans don't want to fit, every morning, hurlin' and shit I had to tell my family, I knew they all was goin' to flip And his was happy, thinkin' he was about to be a daddy But I knew it wasn't true even though we both wanted it so badly Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby We love each other madly so much to gain so much to lose I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta choose Take a walk step in my shoes, think in negative thoughts Politics and shit quit when the doctor says, this positive It's a life livin' in my body but it don't gotta to live It's up to me but if I keep what the f**k I got to give I mean, I'm still young and I don't really have shit And if this nigga up and leave then my child a be a bastard This is drastic, nobody really understands me and my mom Don't give a f**k and neither does the rest of the family they like Remy you can't afford it, you expect us to support it I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities, shit Where would I be if my mom's got rid of me I'm so stressed and I'm under a lot of pressure But all I need is the remedy to make Remy feel better I knew, I couldn't win' so I chose to forfeit, it's a shame I'm over four months and I'm in the doctor's office I swear to all that I love that I wanted to leave and wait Five more months and birth the child that I conceived But I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you Don't be made at me, how it is, is how it had to be ? And any pain I put you through is all comin' back to me Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby Tell me what's goin' on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong Can you hear me?