Lost in a Fantasy

Suspendid I'm weightless Probing through my thoughts I'm unconscious I swallow the thought of one day I will wake to reality How can I find my own? Lost in a fantasy When will this life be whole I've tried a million ways To break free I stay high Sedated Insecurities far away now Wasted, I stand here and bleed For a way to reinvent me Prepare for the leap There will be no more suffering Push within to find the will To plunge to the end Take a deep breath Plunge to the face of the earth For the awakening Face down on the concrete Pick up all the shattered Pieces of me