Would Not Come

If I make a lot of tinsel then people will want to If I am hardened, no fear of further abandonment If I am famous then maybe I'll feel good in this skin If I am cultured, my words will somehow garner respect I, I, I would throw a party still it would not come I, I, I would bike, run, swim and still it would not come I, I, I go traveling and still it would not come I, I, I would starve myself and still it would not come If I am masculine, I will be taken more seriously If I take a break it would make me irresponsible then If I'm elusive, I will surely be sought after often If I need a*sistance then I must be incapable I, I, I be filthy rich and still it would not come I, I, I would seduce them and still it would not come I, I, I would drink vodka and still it would not come I, I, I have an orgasm still it would not come If I accumulate knowledge, I'll be impenetrable If I am aloof no one will know when they strike a nerve If I keep my mouth shut the boat will not have to be rocked If I am vulnerable I will be trampled upon I, I, I would go shopping and still it would not come I, I, I leave the country and still it would not come I, I, I would scream and rebel, still it would not come I, I, I would stuff my face and still it would not come I, I, I be productive and still it would not come I, I, I be celebrated, still it would not come I, I, I be the hero and still it would not come I, I, I renunciate and still it would not come