Hating Every Minute

Sit down and please make yourself comfortable I might need some time To dance around what I need to say I love you to death, I think I need a break Well, I spend my days worried out loud I gag in my head, I choke it back down It hurts me inside to save you inside So close my lips tight, move eyes to the side This is the way we disappear It's easy if you burnout like a star This is the way we disappear It's easy like a fifty foot fall I'm waiting, for whatever better time To evict these words that, that have rented out my mind And I'm hating every minute that I don't speak aloud Like a year laying down Like a year laying down Like a year laying down And relax, well, on this bed of nails on this plastic sheet Your blood leaves a trail Right back to me, a problem you see Would you please allow a moment to think? This is the way we disappear It's easy if you burnout like a star This is the way we disappear It's easy like a fifty foot fall I'm waiting, for whatever better time To evict these words that, that have rented out my mind And I'm hating every minute that I don't speak aloud Like a year laying down Like a year laying down Like a year laying down