Through Struggle

only through struggle have i found rest with a piece of me taken away i begin to understand hollow out this machine like chest with its gears that turn to make me feel and a*sembled thoughts that fade away only through struggle have i found rest only through struggle have i found rest remove from me this deception that i called love with its gears that turn to make me feel and a*sembled thoughts that fade away remove from me this deception that i called love only through struggle have i found rest with a piece of me taken away i begin to understand i begin to understand i begin to understand