A Girl Named Hope

She abandoned me left out in the cold No suprises I guess that's how it goes Sits across from me in a booth in this dive I contemplate how much more I can survive But- I'm alive so I should be content Then tell why the hell my whole world is bent I was send to make and frustrate the population Inbetween the alcohol and the copulation What you callin' it If you build it I will break it What's wrong, how you doin' Naa, save it Gave a fraction of all I had to give I guess I hold a grudge beacause you still got my rib, with cha Beautiful eyes, and scrupulous lies Now watch this circusclown run around in circles and try Seems like all I get to eat is Hope Girl if we got along better we'd be dope Oh walls, they surround me Lonliness has found me And for as much as I complain I'm lovin' it And I only mention it so that I can rub it in Wake up to the sunlike, shake off last night Check what's left and try to get the rest right Decision, splitting, headache, lifting Symptoms, matching, Mama was afraid of it Knowledge of self ain't as evil as they made it Call it what you want If you build it they will break it The plain, the truth, there's no substitute But sometimes she wears a disguise- yes you do A story teller deals with life not Hope Girl if we got along better we'd be dope And that's the sound that a dog will make When he's just been hit by a car That's the tone that, hits close to home When the cocaine outlives the star That the noise, that disrupts the boys When the q-ball packs the bowl And these are the words that disturb the earth When I walk away with your Hope