Cutting

Tell me how to feel Show me what is real I tried to back away but every where's the same and in this over conscious world all I want to do is dream I don't know what you held onto to get this far, but I need some too Because I'm slipping from existence and there's just no resistance to stop this all from happening Today the pain, it got so bad, I had to scream I'm cutting myself because I cannot face the world around me, that's nothing I'm cutting myself because there's no way out Dispersing what I feel so I feel nothing I don't know what to do to be as numb as you I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down With an overwhelming urge to shut out those around I tried to reach out to the past The lesson learned is to not look back The memories will just confuse an overwhelmed and frightened youth I've learned to accept it I know that that's pathetic I can't explain to others I know that they'll reject it