I'm Waking Up To Us

i need someone to take some joy in something i do you need a man who's either rich or losing a screw you know i love you here's the irony you're going to walk away intact i think you never liked me anyway you like yourself and you like men to kiss your arse expensive clothes please stop me there i think i'm waking up to us we're a disaster you don't want to know me 'cause you move in circles of the brave where art defines their lives she was the one love of my life, and i let her go and if i look like death today, then please let her know i never wanted to do harm to her i only wanted her to see the beauty of the world surrounding her but when she opened up her eyes it's much too late our chance has gone she's with a guy who takes the prize for everything i ever showed her digging all the fun because she's older i fed her with a spoon i made her mother smile i helped the kid survive she was the one love of my life, she showed me the road i loved her dog, her steady gaze, the chapter is closed i always wanted all the best for her the best thing was to stay away she grew up and she left the rest of us and now the understanding's gone i haven't changed, how could i? i'm pretty much the same person i cannot keep the anger hidden anymore but lucky for you, you are not around my anger turns to pity and to love the season has arrived