Glow

i show the scars of every fear and doubt i hurt myself out... to let the darkness out the days go bye the glow was strong when i was a boy and nothing brings me joy but it's gone and the glow it goes it goes so slow cracks appear and pa*sion slips away colors fade and turn to shades of grey fade away and the glow... if you knew the man i used to be please hold me under the sea or scratch my arms till they bleed save me will you help me to feel the glow?