Breakdown

Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down You called yesterday to basically say That you care for me but that you're just not in love Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly And led you to believe I was okay to just walk away from the One thing that's unyielding and sacred to me Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"? Do you lash out and say how dare you leave this way? Do you hold in vain as they just slip away? Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down It'll break ya down, only if you let it Everday crazy situation's rockin' my mind Tryin' to break me down but I won't let it, forget it I been feelin' like you breakin' me down Kickin' me 'round, stressin' me out I think I better go and get out and let me relieve some stress Don't ever wanna feel no pain, hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain Lord, I just will not maintain, yeah, often feel the pressures ya' all But never the less crazy won't fall, it's over, it's endin' here Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night Turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry