I'm Blessed

My mother raise me single-handedly In a Louisiana hell called Harvey I never know what I'm supposed to be Turned over every rock for clues Of what it is to be me And I never know what's going on But I'm blessed and I guess And I swim in the streets when it rains And I've seen grown men act so insane But now the weather has changed But in my head the climate's still the same I still feel pain each time I hear my name But I never know what's going on But I'm blessed and I guess And I used to be so flattered But now I just feel shattered And I try not to think about it My head's already clouded And I have castanet fingers And I sweat bullets when I'm triggered And I'd like to wind up with someone like her And we'll live happily ever after But it won't matter that I'm a little scattered And I never know what's going on But I'm blessed and I guess