Angry Neurotic Catholics

I'm suffering from depression the anger turned within what do I gain for all my pain perhaps a seat in heaven? Don't do what you want do what you're taught is right your life is built on paranoia and guilt don't forget your valium tonight The agony I must endure my mind is painful and swells the punishment for what I've done is forever the pains of hell how come what is natural has to be a sin? why would God give me this urge if I cannot give in? they say don't give up that Jesus loves me I went down into my basement confused and depressed put Black Sabbath on razor blade in hand a Wilkinson I think ten slashes on each arm my only wrongdoing was being born human and following my instincts I never was happy I never was sane so I shall be extinct the growing pool of crimson at last I am pure witness my sanguineous penance I don't need anyone my soul's been set free death is total independence stand up straight stomach in shoulders back sound off Angry Neurotic Catholics It's a sin Angry Neurotic Catholics It's a sin