Under My Feet

So this is how it feels to suffer? And I had too much to say But it's over now And I'm going down Alone, alone I've no guarantees I'll recognize my disease Before my time has gone It's all I've found Can't get the hell off the ground Out from under my feet Promises and wishes all mean nothing When it's me that I'm speaking to Wanting something Won't mean I will see it through I don't need to see these visions to remind me That I'm dying from the inside out Wanting you here It still means I must do without I can't criticize your reasons for living When I'm the one missing them Wanting, dreaming That I may find where they come from Find where they come from Where they come from I dream you And I want to Be near you I can't get up out from under my feet I've tried to But can't get it through I need to God is all I've found Can't get the hell off the ground Out from under my feet So this is how it feels, you s*cker And you've had too much to say But it's over now You're finally going down Alone, alone