Looking Inwardly

I delve into myself ceaselessly But I rarely see What I want to see Embracing the future Forgetting the past Loves lost and misfortune The chaos and the cra*s I'm wary of you But you're oblivious to me I'm chained to your ego And there isn't a key I play with emotions But never my own Don't you recognize me Try looking inwardly But you won't see me Such a strange situation As I wallow in waste That such a trivial victory Could put a smile on your face Using me as the scapegoat For what you want to believe So I'll just bow out politely And tip my cap as I leave Comme ci comme ca My eyes are wide open Yours are closed It's time you realised I'm a part of you Look inwardly Don't bleed for me Look to yourself.