I'm Not Sleeping

She comes to me at night when I'm sleeping She comes to me when I'm alone She comes to me, she holds my hand when I'm crying She comes to me, she shuts my eyes She brings me home But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore No, I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore She tells me when you look at me, she tells me when you're lying She tells me when you talk about me and she lays me on the floor She tells me when you're whispering, she lies beside me naked She tells me when you laugh at me and she locks all the doors But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore No, I'm not sleeping anymore, oh, anymore 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 a.m. All alone again But I've been through all this shit before Spend my nights in self defense Cry about my innocence But I ain't all that innocent anymore, more, more, more I see her on the TV, I see her in the movies I see her in these animals that dance beside my bed I'll follow you down baby, down into this valley Yeah, I'll follow you down baby, but I won't come up again But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore No, I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore No, I'm not sleeping, I'm not sleeping I'm not sleeping, no no no no no no no no I'm not sleeping, I'm not sleeping Anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore I said, "Rain, rain go away, come again some other day" 'Cause I got all this shit to say but I've gone back to find my way My sister's mother's favorite son lost among the chosen ones But I've got news for everyone 'cause I've gone out that door