Drowning

Everything is so complex Everyday is like a test For the obstacles that seem most impossible And I'm thinking, Just another breath. Not a minute left, how long have I been drifting!. Pa*s the gla*s pipe, hit the flashlight, now I break it People say I'm a star, but I still think I'll never make it And I'm thinking, Just another prayer. Not a second left. I feel there's something missing. Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me When all the answers that I seek are around me Am I drowning, Am I fading away, Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way Am I drowning, Am I drowning, Am I drowning, Am I drowning.. I've been to hell and back, looking for the answers to life. Looking at myself trying to get things right And I'm feeling, Just another breath. Not a minute left, I feel the darkness lifting! There was a time that I questioned if I'll ever be allright Running getting high, staying tracked by sleepless nights And I'm thinking, Just another breath. Not a minute left. I feel there's something missing. I'm running from myself and all the things I don't like. Living everynight like it's the last night. And I'm thinking. Just another prayer. Not a second left. I need to stop resisting. Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me When all the answers that I seek are around me Am I drowning, Am I fading away, Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way Am I drowning, Am I drowning, Am I drowning, Am I drowning.. Drowning in the drama, lost in the light Trapped by the currents of life, caught in the riptide.