The Lock Down Denial

Slightly bruised and a little bit used I never thought they'd be so amused Brothers bond broken by the bailiff For the first time Prison proves, gotta pay my dues Now I know I'll never be with you If I, if I, if I die inside Would anyone realize? No, God help me If I, if I, if I die inside Would anyone realize? No I lived a lie, is anyone gonna realize? Stop, stop, stop Change in sights, I ain't gonna sleep tonight This is no way for a man to live his life Paranoid on the prison yard pavement For the first time So I served time for my addiction I pay the price for my affliction A judge took my life with his conviction For the last time Lights out, lock down Don't make a sound Lights out, lock down If I, if I, if I die inside Would anyone realize? If I, if I, if I deny the crime Would I, would I serve the time? I live a lie Someone speak, I'm a drum set in my head Something, a different beat Beat myself to the sound of the walking dead Rinse and repeat Someone's beat on the drum set in my head In my head, head If I, if I, if I die, yeah If I, if I, if I die inside Would anyone realize? If I, if I deny the crime Would I, would I serve the time? I live a lie