Blown It Again

I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again Finally I'm seeing clearly I'm writin' this so you can hear me How did I get it in my head That you could do me wrong?, no Since I got to know you better I found that I was glad I met ya Why did I listen to those lies When you were standing there for me? Why did I never tell you? Why did I not say? Why did I push it away? Hey yey Why did I never trust ya? I could have told you all my fears All those years An' now I'm ashamed of my ways I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again Diggin' up the heart within me Dismay is the only feelin' I see I have to say my heart ain't what it could be Open up the box and tell me what it should be You can't free you boot if it ain't gone fly You can't live a life if you don't ask why Such a thing as too much information Trapped inside this condemnation Why did I never tell you? Why did I not say? Why did I push it away? Hey yey Why did I never trust ya? I could have told you all my fears All those years An' now I'm ashamed of my ways I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it Sorry, you said it My motor mouth done, did it again Exceedin' speed limit And now I'm feelin' it I'm knee deep in it Ready to roll like a jeep with the keys in it So gimme three minutes 'Cause I admit it, I was wrong with no right to expect Maybe you might just accept my apology Even though it feels funny 'Cause when a penny dropped, I'm like "Oh, my gosh I killed Kenny!" I can't believe I'd end up dissin' a friend Man I shoulda' known better than to listen to them With their see through poisonous lies, deceitful Made you the last one on my list to speak to Yea, sticks an' stones break bones and kill Word wounds take long to heal I was wrong for real an' I ain't even gon' try to deny 'Cause I missed the mark an' I missed it wide I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it I've blown it again Gone an' lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end