Dejected

You swept me under the bed Now the ugliness rears it's head unshed This darkening I'm over it You've made me what I am today Disgust is what you've raised unsaid My awakening is far from dead So I'm not like you No I'm not like you Dejected for most of my life So I'm not like you No I'm not like you So I'm crucified I'm losing my faith I'm hurting to feel I'm searching and there's no one else here If learning to hate is learning to feel This life is so unreal Abusing me again Dejected rejected A bad seed an utter degenerate Stained with your neglect unfed The blackest sheep irrelevant You made the stigma I enslave Disgust in what youve raised unsaid My awakening is far from dead So I'm not like you No I'm not like you Dejected for most of my life So I'm not like you No I'm not like you So I'm crucified I'm losing my faith I'm hurting to feel I'm searching and there's no one else here If learning to hate is learning to feel This life is so unreal Abusing me again Abusing me again I'm losing my faith I'm hurting to feel I'm searching and there's no one else here If learning to hate is learning to feel This life is so unreal Abusing me again Abusing me again Abusing me again This life is so unreal Dejected rejected