I'm Trying

She said, "I'm not pointing fingers", He said, "Yes you are 'Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't If I told you I'd been walking out in the dark night thinking Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word" I can't change what's done is done but I can tell you this Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins And I need you to hold on to, while this part of me is dying Oh I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me I'm trying, I'm trying She sat down on the floor and said, "I wish that I was stronger Right now I feel as fragile as gla*s And I want to believe you, believe what's held you has freed you And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back My parent's think I'm crazy for staying here this long But there's nothing more I want for us than to prove to them they're wrong I don't want to be afraid, I don't want to think you're lying And though I haven't found the faith that I need I'm trying, I'm trying" He asked, "Do you want me to leave? 'Cause if you do you know I will" But she said much to his disbelief, "No I love you still, oh I love you still" Said, "I don't know why I've been the fool but I can tell you this Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins" Then he dropped down to his knees by now they both were crying He said, "I haven't been the man I want to be But I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, oh I'm trying"