Stay

Strength, I never had much strength When it came to loving him Change, I don't do well with change Can't decipher what is real I failed to show you how I truly feel And now you're going, and I can't deal So stay, for me What do I know? I'm a make believer I'm a tyrant But I'd treat you right this time You, you always take the punches You accept it as it comes And I am good when I am good But when I'm bad, I'm overbearing and I know You do the best you can Hardly feeling like a man [Chorus] Throw me down, hit my face, break my back 'Cause I can take the physical pain Belittle me in front of a crowd Tell 'em I'm only really half of myself when they're around Tell 'em I'm even scared of the dark, I stay up all night With the weight of the world on my shoulders Tell 'em I hold the pain of a girl that never was real A girl that you, you never even knew Oh, I guess I've really done it You won't look me in the eye No, don't tell me that it's over I won't cry, but I will wither up inside And never be the same And I'm the only one to blame [Chorus]