Be Myself Again

Let me introduce myself I'm a woman that you've never seen You might know me from somewhere else As someone that I've never been I gave everything to play the game My soul fell apart at the seams I fell down like a house of cards When somebody pulled the queen 'Cause you could spend your life Lookin' for your own reflection Time could blur the lines Between what's real and what's projected Had I known what I lost What I gained, what it'd cost I'd still give what remains To be myself again You must believe me when I say Don't live someone else's design Turn it around like a photograph The writing's been there all the time Now you can have all these hopes and dreams The ones I can't use anymore I don't know what it is you lost But I hope you got what you came for 'Cause you could spend your life Lookin' for your own reflection Time could blur the lines Between what's real and what's projected Had I known what I lost? What I gained, what it'd cost I'd still give what remains To be myself again Sometimes I wanna leave right now Sometimes I wanna cry out loud I wanna let it all hang out But I don't wanna let you down Sometimes I wanna just lay here Sometimes I wanna disappear I wanna show you all my fear But I don't want to let you down 'Cause you could spend your life Lookin' for your own reflection Time could blur the lines Between what's real and what's projected Had I known what I lost What I gained, what it'd cost I'd still give what remains To be myself again To be myself again