Careless Memories

So soon, just after you've gone my senses sharpen But it always takes so damned long before I feel how much my eyes have darkened Fear hangs a plane of gunsmoke drifting in our room so easy to disturb with a thought with a whisper... with a careless memory On the table signs of love life scattered... and the walls break we go crashing within It's not as though-- as though you really mattered But being close, how could I let you go without some feeling some precious sympathy following Fear hangs a plane of gunsmoke drifting in our room so easy to disturb with a thought with a whisper... with a careless memory I walk out into the sun I try to find a new day but the whole place it just screams in my eyes where are you now? 'cause I don't want to meet you I think I'd die-- I think I'd laugh at you-- I think I'd cry-- What am I supposed to do, follow you? Outside the thoughts come flooding back now... I just try to forget you... So easy to disturb with a thought... with a whisper... with a careless memory...