So Long Suicide

Do you know how to feel? Do you know what it means? Rock-a-bye baby it's time to break The habit that you fed Sweet sorrow while the cherished dead Blow in my mouth, every breath I take Although I need you I don't want to bleed for you So long suicide Going right out of sight, out of mind Leave me alone and abandoned Hello, I'm alive I'm loaded alive, yes I know In my bones I know what is going to do it for me I steal the beauty and I taste the hurt There's always time for pretty flowers growing in the dirt But time is your needle aimed to my heart And I must be hollow because I can't follow there So long suicide Gone right out of sight, out of mind Leaving me alone and abandoned Hello, I'm alive I'm loaded alive and I know In my bones I know what I'm good for Hello I'm alive I'm loaded alive yes I know In my bones I know what I'm doing And I'm scared of being ordinary God I swear to live like anyone And you know it's hard to swallow But life goes on And after all this crash and swell We are just human And after all is said and done We're only human You're out of sight and out of mind I'm saying so long suicide The half dreamed shade of yesterday In bloom tomorrow