Tongue-Tied

Last night I dreamed that you were dead The only way that I could find to clear you from my head I find it hard for me to get past all the shit you did to me In spite, at night I try in vain to get my mind at grasp Tongue tied, I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own This feels like suicide Tongue tied, I feel so dead inside Some things are better left alone Completely out of sight in mind, never to be told I find it harder to express the things that no one else can see But me, sometimes I wait for days to get my mind at grasp Tongue tied, I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own This feels like suicide Tongue tied, I feel so dead inside Struck me in a world I can't control This feels like suicide So I'm still waiting, taking my own time is all I can do Should've known you've had things to hide by that look in your eyes I can hear the words, now I finally understand This feeling of uncertainty that leaves me now Tongue tied, I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own This feels like suicide Tongue tied, I feel so dead inside Struck me in a world I can't control This feels like suicide, this feels like suicide, this feels like suicide